I miss the simplicity. I was bad, you were good. Life was easier.
Now it’s all so messy.
I’m kinda good which sucks and you’re kinda bad, which is actually all manner of hot.
(via fuckyeahcasmeg)
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Supernatural Meme: Ten scenes (1/10)
↳ Castiel tricks Meg and escapes from the ring of fire. S05E10.Meg - “We’re gonna win! Can you feel it? You cloud-hopping pansies lost the whole damn universe! Lucifer’s gonna take over Heaven! We’re goin’ to Heaven, Clarence!”
(via theongreyjoy)
“Enjoying the view, Clarence?”
“As it happens I am.”
It isn’t her, it’s just another illusion. An illusion Castiel is drawn to revisit whenever he finds himself despairing over her his inability to find her - the real her. With every indulgence he is wracked with a guilt he can’t quite explain once he leaves - and he never truly wants to leave. It isn’t her. It’s pretend. And yet pretending is so very preferable to facing a seemingly unbearable truth. He can’t settle for a lie, not for long. The truth finds a way to claw into his consciousness, ripping him away.
Somewhere - she must exist somewhere. It could be that Meg suffers still. As he needed her, surely she would need him. Such a pleasant lie. Castiel is torn between pursuing the elusive paths towards returning his thorny beauty and curling up next to her.
“I’m so very weak,” he mutters, stroking her hair. The phrase is one he repeats upon every visit, and every time the words escape him, she presses a finger to his lips to quiet him. For a moment he forgets. Castiel forgets, and he experiences a wave of serenity that he thought lost to him. It never lasts. When he remembers, when he realizes he’s allowed himself to let go - even for a moment - he loathes himself.
AU: Castiel is the lead detective on a case where a hitch hiker has been, well, hitch hiking and killing the people he/she kills. Meg is the killer. The closer Castiel gets to finding her, the worse for Meg. Until she sticks her thumb out for him one day when he drives by.
(via fuckyeahcasmeg)
Supernatural Meme: Ten scenes (1/10)
↳ Castiel tricks Meg and escapes from the ring of fire. S05E10.Meg - “We’re gonna win! Can you feel it? You cloud-hopping pansies lost the whole damn universe! Lucifer’s gonna take over Heaven! We’re goin’ to Heaven, Clarence!”
(via itsagoodmemory-deactivated20130)
AU: After a one night stand, Meg disappears. Castiel, having fallen hard, finds it hard to be with anyone else - until he finds Meg years later.
(via itsagoodmemory-deactivated20130)
Yes, I remember the pizza man.
And it’s a good memory.
(Source: forwoood, via itsagoodmemory-deactivated20130)
